so although no one has noticed my unusual inactivity on tumblr for the past two weeks I have actually only been posting a couple of things a day. I’ve been working full time at the Pharmacy in Covent Garden (my saturday job for the last three years) because my boss is short staffed at the moment. I’ve done a total of four out of six days for this week and i’m shattered. I’m smoking twice as much as i used to because my anxiety levels are going through the roof. Also, i’m about ten times as misanthropic. I’m far from perfect but there are too many shit people. I am aware though that if i let the world get to me too much i’m gonna become one of the so called ‘shit people’ and i don’t know what to do about it. People are always like follow your dreams yada yada and working in central London is probably the furthest thing away from my dream job but times are tough and money’s tight. Should i really care about the money though? Probably not. I need to go somewhere green and seek whispers of advice from the trees.